Okay, I'm less freaked out tonight.
I've read through all of my research and gotten rid of the pieces that won't help me or aren't on the story I'm writing about. As I read through the research, I saw ideas that ran throughout them and connected them. And you know what?
Voila. An idea was born.
I've got a general idea of my outline already. I can write it all down and get it worked out within the next hour or so and still get to bed at a reasonable hour. So yay for that!
Thank you, sweet Father. I prayed, and You came to my rescue.
And you know what? As much as I freaked out yesterday (and the day before), I always knew it'd get done. I always manage to figure it out. I'm just too big of a nerd to be apathetic. Haha!
And the jerk who made me cry last week apologized, which was shocking. (seriously!)
And I got a new antibiotic tonight, so maybe I'll finally start feeling better soon. I have to because the big 125th Anniversary Ball is coming up on Friday! :)
Good day. Good, good night.