That's what I've had to repeat to myself about six thousand times today.
Focus on Jesus.
Because frankly, today was hard. And I am not in a good mood. And Jesus is all I can really focus on at this point, or I'll cry.
The day started out with Chelsea yelling at me till I cried because I accidentally broke something and ended with me feeling, per usual, left out because when Holly's home Mom doesn't pay attention to anyone else.
I just don't like my family. Does it suck? Yes. Do I wish I felt differently? Yes. But that's just how it is when I get tired of being the only one putting in effort and then being ignored.
The one thing that's kept me sane today, aside from God (the obvious), was a visit from this kid.
I can't stand being in this house. I pray to God that I get this DC internship because I don't know if I can take twelve weeks here this summer. I'm going crazy. Being here makes me so depressed. I can't wait to go back to school.
Thank you God for your mercies that are new each and every morning. I am thankful for my best friend, Your everlasting love, and that tomorrow is a new day.