So I've sat here.
Picking at my cuticles. Something I never do. Something that grosses me out when I see my mom do it.
Thinking about how tired I am.
So what I think I'm going to do is go to bed early, get up early, eat breakfast, go to the Financial Aid office to get another piece of my application sent off to DC, and then study for the exam.
That'll be plenty of time.
And even if it's not, it'll be higher quality, more effective studying than doing anything right now.
I feel like I've taken painkillers. But I haven't.
I think my body just needs to decompress for a night. Because even yesterday, while I was extremely happy, I didn't ever really feel relaxed. Because I was thinking about Ryann, mostly. I mean, I'm not sad or anything, not at all. In fact, just thinking about the post I wrote yesterday and the conversations I had with various people gets me all giddy again. So no, I'm not sad. I just have a lot on my mind. I know it probably sounds weird to put "happy" and "I have a lot on my mind" together, but really I am. So there it is.
I'm just strangely sore and very out of it.
Hence the whole I'm going to bed thing.
If you see my attention span floating around anywhere, send it back. I still have three finals to get through before I'll let it go on vacation. :)