Tuesday, December 13, 2011


I had a post up earlier. But I deleted it. I think that's the first time I've ever done that. I don't know why; I guess it just didn't feel right.

Plus, I'm in a better mood now. And I have The Vespers to thank for that. When no one's around, or I just don't feel like talking to people, I can always find quality music that will make me smile. Surprise, surprise, they are one of my go-to bands. I am thankful to "have" them.

I've had a rough day mentally, I guess. It's probably nothing more than PMS hormones (though I actually managed to keep my mouth shut for the entire day and never verbalized anger at anyone, which is a God-given miracle). I feel a strange mix of stress and peace. That probably makes no sense at all, but it's the best way I can think to describe it.

I do have a prayer request, though. I did something a few days ago. Something kinda stupid, but something that I honestly thought was what I needed to do at the time. It's not anything dangerous or illegal, mind you. But it is something that I think my "real life" friends would freak out about if they knew about it. Well, the way things have progressed has left me in a major state of confusion about how to proceed. I don't really want to talk about it until I have some answers, until I know where things are headed, but could you please pray for God to give me the wisdom on what I should do and that He will protect my heart through whatever decisions I must make? I really appreciate it. I promise I'll explain when the time is right.

1 comment:

  1. stay strong mal....whatever is weighing heavy on your heart take it to god.....he will lighten the load!!