All week long, I've felt like I've been on the verge of tears.
And I have no idea why.
Even when I'm with my friends and I'm laughing, or I'm in class and I'm thinking about the work, I feel like I'm about to start crying.
I have no reason to be sad! And I really felt like I had a better handle on my stress. And it's not like I've gotten any bad news, or gotten in any fights with friends, or anything like that.
I tried to ignore it. I didn't want to talk about it on here because I thought that it would go away, but it didn't. It just got worse.
And now I'm sitting here watching Private Practice and crying (granted, watching a show about giving a drug addict an intervention probably wasn't the smartest idea being in this state). I feel like every muscle in my body is in pain.
I want to know what the heck is going on in my world right now. I want to know why I feel so sickeningly sad when I have no reason to be. I want to know why I'm suddenly paralyzed with a fear of everyone in my life when this semester was the FIRST time that I ever actually felt secure in my relationships.
God, what is going on? Please help me.