"Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results."
This is what I've been doing with my family. Walking back into the same mess, with the same mindset, saying and doing the same things, submitting myself to the same depressed state, and then wondering why things don't change.
So that ends now.
I'm moving in with my grandma ASAP. I can't do this anymore. I need time away from my sister. Time for peace. And hopefully that peace will help me hear God more clearly about this. Distance.
I'm doing something different...finally. Hopefully this will help me get back to Campbell with my sanity still in tact.
I love my sister...but I just can't do this anymore.