I'm currently blogging from my phone because I'm so tired that I turned my computer off before I remembered that I hadn't yet blogged tonight. And I couldn't go to bed without doing that because I have certain people that tend to think I've run away or fallen into a coma if I miss a post. ;)
The reason I am so tired is because I have spent the past 15 or so hours doing chores of all kinds. Cleaning, lots of laundry, collecting and taking out all the trash and recycling, and then spending all night helping Mom with her grading. She's been way behind ever since my week in the hospital, so I kind of felt like I had to.
So here it is, 2 am, and I can barely think about words to finish this post with.
I'm tired. I am so tired. Tired of the pain, tired of this house, tired of forgetting what genuine and long-lasting joy felt like.
Another doctor visit on Wednesday. Not expecting much to come out of it since he's not the headache specialist I will see next month, but I am in desperate need of pain meds if I am going to make it to June 19th without another hospital visit.