Maybe all I needed to get over that unnerved feeling I've had since Sunday was a long night of sleep.
Because for some reason, I slept for 16 straight hours, aside from waking up long enough to take my morning medicine, and tonight, I just...have peace.
I don't know why.
But I don't really need to.
All that matters is that it's here, and I am so, so thankful to God for helping me get to the place where I'm okay with not knowing what is coming next. He is in control, and that is enough.
There's a lot of unknowns coming my way in the next few weeks, but in the midst of all of that, what I do know is that the God who got me to where I am now will get me through them. Because when everything else changes, He doesn't. His character is the one thing I can rely on. Thank you, God, for loving me when I doubt so much that You never give up on getting me back to this place of trust and peace.
Hebrews 13:8 "Jesus Christ is the same yesterday and today and forever."