It seems like this entire family is falling apart at the seams and I can't do anything about it.
Chelsea's pretty much moved out.
Mom thinks she's steps away from getting fired and is sinking into depression over that and stress over Chelsea.
I don't even know what's going on with Holly because I have more contact with her best friend/roommate than I do her.
Right now I'm just praying that Mom doesn't get fired. Our family barely makes ends meet with her paycheck. I have no idea how we'd survive without it. I suppose my grandma would have to support us even more than she does now.
So much bad going on...
Lord, help me find the silver lining.
I hope things start improving soon. It sounds like they can't really get too much worse. Praying and thinking good thoughts for you guys.
ReplyDeleteI remember being concerned about your summer back when you were still at Campbell's and eager to be done so that you could come home, praying and hoping that this summer would be peaceful for your family. God can still turn things around for the better, I pray He does.
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry, Mal, and so proud of you for trying to find the silver lining. God always provides one, don't give up.
Praying for your family. Times like these are so stressful and so hard.
ReplyDeleteIt helps me to read the scriptures about God taking care of the flowers and birds, making sure they have clothes and food, and how we are so much more important to Him than birds and flowers.
I'll be praying too for your mom to be strengthened. Life is so hard sometimes. Sometimes we just get hit after hit, and are overwhelmed with the bad stuff.
Praying!