Surgery #21 in the morning.
Part of me thinks that I should be used to this by now, that I shouldn't still get nervous the night before and morning of a surgery.
But then part of me thinks I'm human - getting nervous about surgery is a pretty dang normal reaction. This isn't something you get used to. Especially once you've been that "rare unexpected complications" patient.
So yeah. Here we are.
It's set for 9:45 Eastern, but surgery centers/ORs rarely run on time, so we'll see if it actually happens then.
As usual, will post as soon as I can to say I'm okay.