Monday, November 2, 2009

I can't help it. I'm scared.

I keep thinking about this stupid lump behind my ear.

What is it?
Why is it there?
Is it more bad news?

It's making me scared to go to the doctor without my mom, for fear that I'll get there, ask the docs about it, and find out it's something else gone wrong.

I guess it doesn't help that I've been listening to my mom talk all day about how it's worrying her. I wasn't worried pretty much all day. But now it's just hit me.


Lord, help me. Protect me tomorrow. Wash away this fear now so I can get some rest.

1 comment:

  1. Thinking and praying - keep believing - God really wants the best for you, even if sometimes it doesn't seem so.