I'm tired.
I'm scared.
I'm frustrated.
But I'm also thankful for all the blessings that surround me throughout this. Like friends who send texts of prayers despite dealing with their own problems tonight. Or a girl I barely know getting off work at 10 and coming to sit with me in the ER so I didn't have to be alone the whole night and could have a free ride back, telling me she'd stay until I got discharged "no matter how late it was", despite her having an early class. And fast ER trips, getting out in a little over 3 hours once they felt safe in sending me home.
I have so many thoughts and emotions running through me.
I don't know why this is happening, and I may never know. I don't know what God is doing with all of this, and I don't really have to. All I know is that the God who promised, is faithful, was faithful, and will always be faithful.
I've posted this song before, but it fits perfectly.
God, I don't know what You're doing, but I know who You are.
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